Wednesday, September 2, 2009

I think I've been kind of neglectful of my blog lately, or at least not writing about any of the things I have swirling about in my brain. Or maybe I've been neglecting just about everything but those things that are required for survival: eat, sleep, breathe. Though the eating and sleeping part haven't been going too well either...Basically, I'm a wreck, treading water with my head just barely above the surface. I'm indecisive to the point of being ridiculous, and when I finally do make a decision, I spend the entire time questioning the logic of my decision; I have to figure things out in the most inconvenient way possible for all parties involved; I try all the bad options before deciding on the "good" one (which I naturally question once it has been decided); I say I'll do one thing and then change my mind and do the opposite. I'm sure I'm driving poor T-rav crazy. I'm driving myself crazy.

I need a dog.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Fautie says:

Sounds awful. What is up now that is causing all this turmoil?

M said...

GASP - did you change your mind about Germany?

I'm sorry that things are so unsettled right now. I can totally empathize - I've been the same way.

Kristi said...

whats wrong now???? :( sorry you are so down, i love you!!

Layla said...

I change my mind a million times about things and when I make I final decision, I always feel good about it. No wonder we are friends. A dog is a good idea. Only if I can have one too :)